the new semester! :')

the semester began tomorrow
hope everything just fine, hope new friend would be different
what am i feeling right now??
stress!
but i dont really sure why :')
feeling sad also but i cant cry anymore!!

for the special 'S'

SCOLIOSIS
Scoliosis is a disorder that causes an abnormal curve of the spine, or backbone. The spine has normal curves when looking from the side, but it should appear straight when looking from the front. Kyphosis is a curve seen from the side in which the spine is bent forward. There is a normal kyphosis in the middle (thoracic) spine. Lordosis is a curve seen from the side in which the spine is bent backward. There is a normal lordosis in the upper (cervical) spine and the lower (lumbar) spine. People with scoliosis develop additional curves to either side, and the bones of the spine twist on each other, forming a "C" or an "S" shape in the spine.

Scoliosis is about two times more common in girls than boys. It can be seen at any age, but it is most common in those over 10 years of age. Scoliosis is hereditary in that people with scoliosis are more likely to have children with scoliosis; however, there is no correlation between the severity of the curve from one generation to the next.

What causes scoliosis?

Scoliosis can affect about 2% of females and 0.5% of males. In most cases, the cause of scoliosis is unknown (idiopathic). This type of scoliosis is described based on the age when scoliosis develops. If the person is less than 3 years old, it is called infantile idiopathic scoliosis. Scoliosis that develops between 3 and 10 years of age is called juvenile idiopathic scoliosis, and people that are over 10 years old have adolescent idiopathic scoliosis. More than 80% of people with scoliosis have idiopathic scoliosis, and the majority of those are adolescent girls.

There are three other main types of scoliosis:

    Functional: In this type of scoliosis, the spine is normal, but an abnormal curve develops because of a problem somewhere else in the body. This could be caused by one leg being shorter than the other or by muscle spasms in the back. Neuromuscular: In this type of scoliosis, there is a problem when the bones of the spine are formed. Either the bones of the spine fail to form completely or they fail to separate from each other during fetal development. This type of scoliosis develops in people with other disorders, including birth defects, muscular dystrophy, cerebral palsy, or Marfan's disease. People with these conditions often develop a long C-shaped curve and have weak muscles that are unable to hold them up straight. If the curve is present at birth, it is called congenital. This type of scoliosis is often much more severe and needs more aggressive treatment than other forms of scoliosis. Degenerative: Unlike the other forms of scoliosis that are found in children and teens, degenerative scoliosis occurs in older adults. It is caused by changes in the spine due to arthritis known as spondylosis. Weakening of the normal ligaments and other soft tissues of the spine combined with abnormal bone spurs can lead to an abnormal curvature of the spine. The spine can also be affected by osteoporosis, vertebral compression fractures, and disc degeneration. Others: There are other potential causes of scoliosis, including spine tumors such as osteoid osteoma. This is a benign tumor that can occur in the spine and cause pain. The pain causes people to lean to the opposite side to reduce the amount of pressure applied to the tumor. This can lead to a spinal deformity.

Scoliosis Surgery
If the Doctor Recommends Surgery, Which Procedure Is Best?

Many surgical techniques can be used to correct the curves of scoliosis. The main surgical procedure is correction, stabilization, and fusion of the curve. Fusion is the joining of two or more vertebrae. Surgeons can choose different ways to straighten the spine and different implants to keep the spine stable after surgery. (Implants are devices that remain in the patient after surgery to keep the spine aligned.) The decision about the type of implant will depend on the cost; the size of the implant, which depends on the size of the patient; the shape of the implant; its safety; and the experience of the surgeon. Each patient should discuss his or her options with at least two experienced surgeons.

this is my life

and now im crying again
crying so hard :'(
why would all of this happen to me??
why did my life so pathetic??
why must i think about this useless thing???
to be honest, i do always think about love
when would i be happy as my friends, as the other people out there
having someone that took care of you
someone that will always be there for you
i used to have one, and do really love him
but, my parent didn't allow us to be together
YA ALLAH, i really love him :'(
everything was perfect expect that i can't disobey my parent
now, all that i can do is praying for the best for us
i do try to be with other one
but seems like they are not the right one
they?? ya, not just one that say they would do anything for me but it was just a lie
but then when i found a good person for me, he just can't be mine
he would never be mine
because he belongs to other girl
and i do cried for him
cried thinking of me
do i really deserve to be loved??
or it will always be like this??
now, i give up on him
all that i can do is cry n pray that all of this would end soon

alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah sgt2!

happy tol ari ni

hehe

lau korg pon mesti happy nye la

mne ta nye

td g la pasar konon sje na jalan2 sbab ni last day lau na g pasar sebab jumaat ni na blek da

bwak duit pon ckup2 je la

sbab ta tau na beli pe

lau ikotkan ati tu mmg la mcm2 na beli kan kan

haha

then jalan2 tu nmpk la mcm2

tudung de, bags, shoes..

saba je la

huhu

sbab skng ni mmg na gune duit

mne na cekau seribu lbeh???

haha

ntuk pe seribu tu??

de la gunenye

fmily probs

huhu

then, jalan la ag smpai hujung pasar tu

pastu tgerak ati lak na g bank islam

ngat na check je la kot2 bole tmbah2 na beli beg mak ckp

pastu g la sorg

dlm ati lau de 50 pon da oke da

then, da at depan atm tu pon masokkan la kad sume

skali lupe password la pulak

haha

maklom la, sgt lame ye da ta kua kan duit

huhu

then try ag

nseb bek bole

pastu...

punye la tkejut tgok2 duit de 4angke tuuuu!

ase na pengsan je

seyes na pengsan!

tp cover je sbab ramai org

alhamdulillah sgt

syukur ALLAH MENDENGAR DOA KU

bole la tolong mak ayh 

blanje dorg skit

bukan slalu pon

bile de duit lbeh je bole

huhu

hope rezeki aku btambah

sbab aku gune bukan untuk aku je

untuk mak ayh aku gak

at least dorg ta paya na support aku mase blaja ni

sekian....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM <3

everyone talking about LOVE

just now, i've read one of my friend's blog, she talking about her love. then, i start to think about the love i used to have. i miss that love. now, i've lost it. i just wish that i could have it back. but now,  i know what that i can do is just praying so he would be mine. amin~