nowadays
my life is different
i'm kinda miss the old me
the people that used to be with me
the things i used to do
the words i used to say
the love i used to proud
and now it all gone

the new semester! :')

the semester began tomorrow
hope everything just fine, hope new friend would be different
what am i feeling right now??
stress!
but i dont really sure why :')
feeling sad also but i cant cry anymore!!

for the special 'S'

SCOLIOSIS
Scoliosis is a disorder that causes an abnormal curve of the spine, or backbone. The spine has normal curves when looking from the side, but it should appear straight when looking from the front. Kyphosis is a curve seen from the side in which the spine is bent forward. There is a normal kyphosis in the middle (thoracic) spine. Lordosis is a curve seen from the side in which the spine is bent backward. There is a normal lordosis in the upper (cervical) spine and the lower (lumbar) spine. People with scoliosis develop additional curves to either side, and the bones of the spine twist on each other, forming a "C" or an "S" shape in the spine.

Scoliosis is about two times more common in girls than boys. It can be seen at any age, but it is most common in those over 10 years of age. Scoliosis is hereditary in that people with scoliosis are more likely to have children with scoliosis; however, there is no correlation between the severity of the curve from one generation to the next.

What causes scoliosis?

Scoliosis can affect about 2% of females and 0.5% of males. In most cases, the cause of scoliosis is unknown (idiopathic). This type of scoliosis is described based on the age when scoliosis develops. If the person is less than 3 years old, it is called infantile idiopathic scoliosis. Scoliosis that develops between 3 and 10 years of age is called juvenile idiopathic scoliosis, and people that are over 10 years old have adolescent idiopathic scoliosis. More than 80% of people with scoliosis have idiopathic scoliosis, and the majority of those are adolescent girls.

There are three other main types of scoliosis:

    Functional: In this type of scoliosis, the spine is normal, but an abnormal curve develops because of a problem somewhere else in the body. This could be caused by one leg being shorter than the other or by muscle spasms in the back. Neuromuscular: In this type of scoliosis, there is a problem when the bones of the spine are formed. Either the bones of the spine fail to form completely or they fail to separate from each other during fetal development. This type of scoliosis develops in people with other disorders, including birth defects, muscular dystrophy, cerebral palsy, or Marfan's disease. People with these conditions often develop a long C-shaped curve and have weak muscles that are unable to hold them up straight. If the curve is present at birth, it is called congenital. This type of scoliosis is often much more severe and needs more aggressive treatment than other forms of scoliosis. Degenerative: Unlike the other forms of scoliosis that are found in children and teens, degenerative scoliosis occurs in older adults. It is caused by changes in the spine due to arthritis known as spondylosis. Weakening of the normal ligaments and other soft tissues of the spine combined with abnormal bone spurs can lead to an abnormal curvature of the spine. The spine can also be affected by osteoporosis, vertebral compression fractures, and disc degeneration. Others: There are other potential causes of scoliosis, including spine tumors such as osteoid osteoma. This is a benign tumor that can occur in the spine and cause pain. The pain causes people to lean to the opposite side to reduce the amount of pressure applied to the tumor. This can lead to a spinal deformity.

Scoliosis Surgery
If the Doctor Recommends Surgery, Which Procedure Is Best?

Many surgical techniques can be used to correct the curves of scoliosis. The main surgical procedure is correction, stabilization, and fusion of the curve. Fusion is the joining of two or more vertebrae. Surgeons can choose different ways to straighten the spine and different implants to keep the spine stable after surgery. (Implants are devices that remain in the patient after surgery to keep the spine aligned.) The decision about the type of implant will depend on the cost; the size of the implant, which depends on the size of the patient; the shape of the implant; its safety; and the experience of the surgeon. Each patient should discuss his or her options with at least two experienced surgeons.

this is my life

and now im crying again
crying so hard :'(
why would all of this happen to me??
why did my life so pathetic??
why must i think about this useless thing???
to be honest, i do always think about love
when would i be happy as my friends, as the other people out there
having someone that took care of you
someone that will always be there for you
i used to have one, and do really love him
but, my parent didn't allow us to be together
YA ALLAH, i really love him :'(
everything was perfect expect that i can't disobey my parent
now, all that i can do is praying for the best for us
i do try to be with other one
but seems like they are not the right one
they?? ya, not just one that say they would do anything for me but it was just a lie
but then when i found a good person for me, he just can't be mine
he would never be mine
because he belongs to other girl
and i do cried for him
cried thinking of me
do i really deserve to be loved??
or it will always be like this??
now, i give up on him
all that i can do is cry n pray that all of this would end soon

alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah sgt2!

happy tol ari ni

hehe

lau korg pon mesti happy nye la

mne ta nye

td g la pasar konon sje na jalan2 sbab ni last day lau na g pasar sebab jumaat ni na blek da

bwak duit pon ckup2 je la

sbab ta tau na beli pe

lau ikotkan ati tu mmg la mcm2 na beli kan kan

haha

then jalan2 tu nmpk la mcm2

tudung de, bags, shoes..

saba je la

huhu

sbab skng ni mmg na gune duit

mne na cekau seribu lbeh???

haha

ntuk pe seribu tu??

de la gunenye

fmily probs

huhu

then, jalan la ag smpai hujung pasar tu

pastu tgerak ati lak na g bank islam

ngat na check je la kot2 bole tmbah2 na beli beg mak ckp

pastu g la sorg

dlm ati lau de 50 pon da oke da

then, da at depan atm tu pon masokkan la kad sume

skali lupe password la pulak

haha

maklom la, sgt lame ye da ta kua kan duit

huhu

then try ag

nseb bek bole

pastu...

punye la tkejut tgok2 duit de 4angke tuuuu!

ase na pengsan je

seyes na pengsan!

tp cover je sbab ramai org

alhamdulillah sgt

syukur ALLAH MENDENGAR DOA KU

bole la tolong mak ayh 

blanje dorg skit

bukan slalu pon

bile de duit lbeh je bole

huhu

hope rezeki aku btambah

sbab aku gune bukan untuk aku je

untuk mak ayh aku gak

at least dorg ta paya na support aku mase blaja ni

sekian....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM <3

everyone talking about LOVE

just now, i've read one of my friend's blog, she talking about her love. then, i start to think about the love i used to have. i miss that love. now, i've lost it. i just wish that i could have it back. but now,  i know what that i can do is just praying so he would be mine. amin~

easy come easy go

haha da mcm lagu lak kan kan

but thats the truth

about what??

paham2 je la sendiri

yg na easy come n easy go tu silekan lah ye

i dont care pon

lau na main2 cri la org lain ea syg

sy mlas la na layan kanak2 riang yg suke main2 ni

haha

paham kan syg???

jngn pandai nasihat org tp ta buat pon pe yg awak nasihat tu lak ^^

up to u la dear

it is clearly that u've see me by the way i look not by the way i am

ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

minal aidil wal faizin pada sume yg mengenali sy :)
ne la tau de terkasar bahasa.
hehe...
so, story of the day
nothing special...
it just me
n only me :')
raya kali ni?
same like always
but with a new person :)
not bf but sister in law laaa
hahaha
nothing else la na cite
ni pon nga bosan gile so update la blog kesayangan sy ni :p

ouh angin~ haha. abes wosak gmba aku :')

snap2 smentara tunggu mak plih kain at JAKEL SUNGAI BESAR :P

ya allah
jahat sgt ke aku ni?
bnyk sgt ke dose aku ya allah
knape sume ni jd at aku ya allah
sakit dade aku ya Allah
sebak
smpai bile sume ni na jd??
mmg org lain nmpk aku kuat, tp aku tak sekuat tu ya Allah
tolong hentikan sume ni ya Allah
 

new life!!

im beginning a new life
now IM SINGLE
no more 'him'@capital I in my heart n even in my life!!!
kau na sgt aku benci kau kan??
hahh! amek kau!
sampai ngan mak ayah aku skali ta na denga name kau ag da!
marahh nii!
pape pon, KALAU DA TA DE JODO NA BUAT CAMNE KAN??
so, skng ati aku da tawar gler ngan die
mcm2 die buat, n then thats it
die pon ALWAYS HAPPY WITHOUT ME
so no big deal la kan
just hoping IM NOT GOING TO BE SUCH A STUPID LOVER ANYMORE!
n people do said, DONT LOVE TOO MUCH COZ THAT TOO MUCH GONNA HURT U SO MUCH.
indeed, it does hurt me so much before.
but now, that love has gone replaced by the biggest hatred for him.
however i need to get rid of the hatred as i did to the love.
coz all of this is USELESS.
i have loss my faith on u honey.

Andai betol dia cinta, dia akan pertahankan dan tetap usaha. Aku serahkan padaMu ya Allah. Berikan yg terbaik untok kami Ya Allah, jika dia benar untukku! Dekatkanlah hatiku dengan hatinya. Jika dia Bukan milikku, damaikanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMu.

Super busy week!!! Cant wait to go home. Just hope everythings gonna be just fine.

Jujur aku rindu die, tpi bia Tuhan je yg tau Aku ikot je ape yg die na Hope it the best, amin

Andai cinta ini sia2,ya Allah ambil cinta ini dariku. Jnagan sampai ia merosakkan aku. Jangan sampai ia memperbodohkan aku. Jngan sampai ia melekakan aku. Andai cinta ini bukan ditakdirkan untuk dia yg ditakdirkan untuk ku, tariklah cinta ini dariku, aku tak sanggup sayang ini semakin dalam sedang dia bukan untukku dan dia tak pernah merasa apa yg aku rasakan untuk. Jujur,aku tak sanggup terluka lagi. Cukuplah, dia yg pertama dan aku berdoa dia juga yg terakhir untukku. Kau selalu memberikan yg terbaik untukku slame ini, dan aku masih berharap kau memberikan yg terbaik untukku ya Allah. Jauh dalam hatiku hanya Kau yg tau apa yg aku harapkan dan apa yg aku rasakan. Nota kaki: Sayang sepatotnya tiada ragu2@love should not be doubt. Sayang tak perlu di uji,tak sangke masih ade ragu dalam hatinya. Doaku, agar kau percaye dan merasa apa yg aku rasakan

AWKWARD!!

hari ni aku de klas engineering skill, WELDING

n hari ni aku bercakap ngan orang yg aku ta expect na cakap ngan die pon

blur aku bile die tibe2 datang n cakap ngan aku

bnyak kali lak tu

mmg blur je la aku td

ye kan je laa

baju kurungg ^^,

saya semakin suke berBAJU KURUNG

sekian time kaseh

haha

 snap mase bru sampai blik pas abes klas ari jumaat

 

and in the night

g mkan ngan roomate n housemate

n aku order ni

kue toew goreng basah+telur mata(bnyk kott!, tgok die bg aku satu dulang kot!)

notakaki : tu phone kite, csl jerr. sobsob~

 n below air2 yg kami order

which is, teh o laici ais=laici ais+teh o ais XP

then, ngap!!

hehe

kenyang, ALHAMDULILLAH~

jalan2~

ari khamis, 17 may, PERLIS CUTI! 

so me, my housemate n her friend pegi la jalan2

g alor star je pon. 

huhu

kami na gerak naik bas pukul 11 la konon

tp sampai2 je at tmpat bas wng ulu tengok2 bas ta de

so call uncle for a cab

then in a few minutes he came then we set to the bus station

there kami naik bas to alor star which amek mase not more than an hour pon

dlm bas tu la time na tido

hehe

but, tido diganggu oleh titisan2 air yg ta tau datang dr mane

whether air hujan or air a-con

saba je la~

but then kami sampai at shahab alor star

there we took a cab again to star parade

then, enter je star parade tu teros tuju McD!

MAKLOM LA, PERLIS TA DE McD

then, bedal la mcdlux ayam pedas :p

abes aku ngap!

ngee~

then g solat zohor jap

pastu, get ready untok SHOPPING!

abes stu mall kami redah

turun naik eskelator, klua masok kedai

sedang the 2 other cari barang yg dorg na tu, aku pon snap la pic

haha

bosan kot

bole d katekan stiap kedai ktorg masok de snap pic

muahaha

muke ngantok pas mkan McD, XP

 ouhh~ abaikan muke tuu

mcm lain je kan muke aku =.=''
mase ni at butik pe nta name die
tpi baju2 die sumpahh lawa, ala2 korea gitu
n de satu patern aku na buat cuti sem t
haha

time tunggu membe at fitting room
6 bju skali try!
aku tolong pegang je
ta mampu na beli
sobsob

in the BODY SHOP~
snap snap smentare tunggu mem beli baju
my housemate, zulaikha nur mohd

 n its me in body shop
housemate snap kan
err, die snap stu bdan pulok

ni opkos la snap sendiri
muke bosan kan kan
haha
body shop again

time na balek
teksi ta de!!!
then call pakcik teksi
smentare tunggu snap dulu

in the bus
on the way balek kangar n before tido ^^, nyte2


then, sampai kangar teros masok the store@kayangan square untok solat magrib
then, g kedai makan
lapa kot!
ktorg g at restoran yg at depan dewan kapitol tu je
sebab tu je yg bukak
mklom la perlis kan cuti
order la nasi goreng tomyam n satay sorang 5 cucuk, air laici ais
smentare tunggu tu saje la na try online
de wifi kot
then try bukak internet
skali ta bole connect kot
tipu punye wifi!
then bile makanan da sampai ngap la pe lagi
bile da ngap tu, skali ta sedap daa
ta de rase tomyam pon!
just de udang so nmpak la cm tomyam
dgn air laici die yg da expired tu!
patot la masam semacam je air die
bile makan buah laici die
klua gas kott!
ko hado??
panas je ati
da la mahal
aku kne 8 hengget kot!
kalau sedap tu ta pe la gak
memang ta la aku na g sane ag pasni
then kami gerak g kwsp na naik bas unimap
seb baik bas ta jalan ag
tunggu la jap at tangge lib tu
main game la
gelak2 sume
hahaha
then balek
penat na cite da
aku pon ta de beli pape
just na jalan2 n release tension
oke la
byebye~~ =.=

when i was alone

all the way in the bus, i was looking outside  through the window.

termenung.

 this is why i dont like to be alone.

but the fact is i always alone!!

but then im thinking that im not alone.

there is me n Him

He was the best for me.

He hear everything that i say.

He always there when im in need, when im upset.

no one to be compare with Him.

He is my greatest love.

giving all the test to me, but it is never be too hard for me.

He know the best n He always give the best. 

LOVE U ALLAH~

15 MEI 2012

hari ni hari selase, so semalam hari isnin la kan?

haha, LOL~
ni la hasil2 tekanan drpd test cp kot

huhu~

so memang otak giler2 la tdi kan

mase de gap me n some of my classmate g la study at surau sementare at PAUH

so after a while stdy, mule la perangai gile2 kami

haha, g snap pic buat mcm2 pose

mcm2 lagu gak da klua

stiap perkataan klua dr mulot de je lagu na di buat

happenning gak la kan ag2 nga tension mase tu

cakkk! hehe <3~

see? snap pon terbalik da, ngee

candid =.=''

so thats it, pastu petang na balek kne berebut bas lak!

penyek aku kne himpit ngan dak2 tuu ☹

but naseb baik la dapat gak masok. huhu

k la, na masak air! makan maggi je malam ni. huhu~

BTW, ESOK ENGINEERING SKILL METAL SHEET FORMATION!abes la. huhu, menangis lagi la aku.... 

kbyeee~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM~

jijik ngan diri sendiri

ari ni banyak betol dugaan jadi

saba je la

malas na story

pendek kan je cte

then, mase blek dr klas td, dalam bas

dok la sorang2

pastu mule la terpikir macam2

as the title above

bile pikir blek pe yg aku buat before ni

aku rse jijik ngan diri sendiri

malu sangat ngan diri sendri

then aku teringat, 'lelaki yg baik untuk perempuan yg baik'

tbe2 ase sedih

mcmane idop aku t

jahatnye aku YA ALLAH

n bile tengok dak lain, aku slalu terpikir sendiri

'baiknye die'

'bole ke aku jadi mcm die'

sejuk je mate memandang'

tu aku yg pandang, kalau lelaki mesti cair kan??

bole ke aku na jdi camtu

lemah lembut, baik je

aku ase aku da bnyk berubah 

aku na sgt jadi aku yg dulu

skng ni aku ase aku bnyk cakap da

aku takot bile aku da bnyk sgt cakap t aku ckp bende yg ngarut je

n takot de yg sakit ati

n bende yg paling aku nyesal skali dlm idop aku

aku syg orang yg ta sepatotnye

but for sure bukan IQBAL

AKU SAYANG DIE

bende ni jd mase ktorg nga de konflik 

dlm mase tu, aku cube na lupekan die since aku tgok die happy ngan org lain

so aku untok happy gak

ngan care bukak ati aku untok trime org lain

tpi aku sala pilih org

n its happen for many times!

n satu yg aku nyesal, AKU NYESAL PERCAYE DORG!

or maybe aku yg perasan n syok sendiri

aku pon ta tau la

but, bile aku ingat blek

jijiknye ngan diri aku sebab pnggil dorg syg

sedangkan dorg pakwe org

kenape la kau senang sgt percayekan org NISA!!!

kau gak yg kne

padan muke aku!

but i thing for sure, walau aku try trime dorg

aku tetap pikirkan IQBAL

aku isau sgt bile denga die keje jao2

isau tgok die da makin kurus even dlam pic je

walaupon mase tu die bukan milik aku

bnyk kali aku pujuk hati aku lupekan die, die happy ngan orang lain

but ta bole gak

aku doa selalu, semoge ALLAH berikan yg terbaik untok aku dan die

ALHAMDULILLAH, jodo kami masih ade

kami bersame lagi :))

HAPPY SANGAT2!! <3

walaupon de gado2, lumrah la tu kan 

tp hope bende lame ta jadi lagi

SAYANG KAMU, IQBAL ISMAIL

n i dont shy to say that

plus, i think everyone already know that =.='

SEMOGA ALLAH MEMBERIKAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK KITE. aminn~~

SEM 2 TAHUN PERTAMA

first post asenye untok sem ni

hmmm

nothing to say

or 

excially A LOT TO SAY

sampai ta tau na start yg mane

simpan je la dalam ati

bia Dia je yg tau

kalau na luahkan pon t cakap kte tuduh la, think bad la

pdhal kte na die tau pe perasaan kte skang ni

but, maybe this is the way he is

so i accept it

but,

I'M HAPPY TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN, 

he is my only love since before, no matter what happen between us

our love make us together back

hope it will always be like that forever

i love you IQBAL ISMAIL :'((

hope u feeling the same honey

banyak dugaan bagi ku

hari ni aku dapat tau something yg buat aku sedih

tapi aku ta bole na buat pe

ni da ketentuan Dia

aku ngat this is it for us since mak ayah pon bagi

but He knows better

aku terima walaupon pahit

dan aku ta bole na buat pe

bia die buat keputusan yg terbaik untok diri die

aku hanye mampu doakan dari jaoh je

tapi jaoh dalam hati ni harap masih dapat jumpe

tapi Dia tau ape yg terbaik untuk kite

harap semua kan berjalan lancar

harap ini memang yg terbaik untuk kite

harap aku dapat lupekan die cepat kalau memang itu ketentuanNya

semoga cepat selesai masalah ni

amiin~~

aku menangis lagi

aku bru search at google tadi

then aku bace

aku nangis

baru la aku tau betape teroknye keadaan aku sebenanye

aku takot

onestly!

YA ALLAH!

besarnye dugaan Kau berikan kepadaku

semue simptom tu aku rase mcm aku ade semue tu

aku takot ya Allah

jangan la sampai keadaanku jadi lebih parah

cukop la selama ni aku isaukan mak ayah aku

aku ta na bebankan dorang lagi ngan masalah aku pulak

KAU MAHA MENGERTI HAMBAMU INI YA ALLAH

makbulkanlah doaku ini

bia aku tanggung sakit ni sendiri

jangan bebankan mereka lagi

life must go on

sad...

thats what i feel

but love doesn't means we'll be together

its what people always said

because He has someone special for us

fated to be with us

 no matter what

we will be together

its only the time decide it

whether it fast or not

i pray all the time

hoping the suffer will end soon

waiting somebody that can be with me

and accept me the way i am

it is better to be alone then doing the wrong things right? 

hope everythings is fine

please stop soon

its hurt watching others happier than we are!

life must go on nisa! 

its not for u yet!

right here, right now...MRS

right here, right now...

i lose the person i love

but its for good

and i hope so

sure i'm gonna miss him

but, this relationship will be unfair if its continue

i really dont wanna lose u

u always there when i need

i hope that i will remain like that, can u??

i have loved u way to much that it hard for me to say goodbye

thanks a lot for loving me such a long time

thanks for being the one that care for me

i wish, its the best decision for us

aminn~

cukop la dengan sgale bende remah yg aku pikir selame ni

aku harap sem baru ni akan jdi lbeh baik

please dont think about love lagi nisa!!!

its useless!

they are all the same!!!

u know why nisa!

enough with what u have been through

asek tido je!

onestly,

memang aku akan tido sampai pagi

sebab?

badan ta sehat lahhh

ase penat je

mcm makin terok je

da lame ta g berubat pon

huhu

bile la na oke ni.............

now, when i'm alone

now, when i'm alone..

sedih datang...

haha

ni la sebab aku ta suke dok sorang2

sebab aku takot aku pikir sume masalah aku

aku ta na pikir sume tu

sebab aku kompem aku nangis

betape untongnye idop korang drpd aku

tpi aku selalu doa

agar ALLAH berikan sesuatu yg baik gak untuk aku d akhir nanti

aku kne saba gak

aku kne terime sume ni

sebab aku da janji mse dalam rahim mak

sume orng camtu kan??

kite da janji kite akn terime pe pon yg d takdirkan tok kite

so, ni la takdir aku

my happy life change at 14, haha

funny je bunyik die

but sume masalah ni buat pemikiran aku lebih matang

aku kne pikir panjang sebelum buat pape.

pikir baik burok pade aku n family aku

so, pe yg aku buat family aku akan tau.

sebab i live for them

n aku pena janji pd diri aku, ALLAH jdi saksi

andai satu hari nanti family aku terutamanye parent aku terbeban ngan aku

aku rela Dia mengambil nyawe aku

sebab aku idop untuk bahagiakan dorang bukan susakan dorang

now, i'm struggling for my life

to be as healthy as i can

as strong as i can

as happy as i can

to be success

hope i can!!!! 

smilee!!!

aku mmg suke pk bende remeh ni kan??

mcm da ta de bende lain je na pk

huhu~

lau da pk tu kompem la nangis

sampaikan de org pesan 'jangan nangis2 lagi ea?'

ta ke clear sangat aku ni sedih

tpi de die tau??

TAK!

sia2 je air mate aku ni

nape la aku bodo sayangkan die sangat

sedangkan die ta pena na caye

ta pena pk aku

ta kesa pon pasal aku

bile la aku bole lupekan die ea

ngat na dri ganti so bole lupekan die

tpi

ta sape na, huhu~

n aku ta na kecewa lagi

ckop la da bnyak kali aku kne

just have to SMILE! ^^

n let everyone know that i'm okey!

aku masih ingatkan die!

tolong la YA ALLAH!

hilangkan die dari ingatan aku,

aku ta sanggop camni

kenape aku bodo sayangkan die sangat???

sedangkan die ta pena pikir pasal aku

ta amek kesa pasal aku pon

tpi aku tetap sayang die even aku da tau die buat aku camtu

cukop la aku buang mase selame ni

aku na jadi matang!

aku na berjaye

aku na banggekan mak ayah

aku ta na pikir sume bende remeh ni

aku da ta na nangis

 

studying again

after sleeping for only almost 4 hours

aku sambong study balek

one n only reason,

sebab aku na lupekan masalah aku

pe lagi bole buat

na tido pon da ta bole

study je la

huhu

but, i have been thinking a lot

i might gonna wait for him

but before that

i'm gonna ask my friends

whether i should or shouldn't do that

i don't know why

but i have been thinking about him lately

i'm worried about him

would he think the same

honestly, i wish he does

part of him that i used to know, will feel the same

i don't ever know if he ever read my blog

hope he understand

what we have been through is not a small things

we have been through a lot for quiet a long timethis shouldn't be happen

my bad

oke, aku rindu die

why??

aku pon ta tau

but what i know, I SHOULD NOT MISS HIM

 because i am really sure die ta rindu aku

da kenal sgt ngan die

prove??

die da ta pena contact aku

benci giler kan kat aku??

sia2 mase aku slame ni syg kat kau sedangkan kau senang2 lupekan aku 

or sebab kau memang ta de perasaan at aku??

jauh dalam ati aku, memang kadang2 aku harap kau ingat aku lagi 

coz kau ckp kau syg giler kat aku

syg sgt ngan relationship kite

but now

semua kate2 kau tinggal kenangan

aku langsung da ta tau pape pasal kau

aku risau sebenanye

sgt risau!

hanye ALLAH yang tau pe dalam ati aku

n aku berharap DIA ada yang terbaik tok aku dan kau jugak II

amiin~~~

be strong!

da tinggal bape ari je at sini.

sangat ta saba na balik!

penat la asek na nangis je

now, i have my own list on my desktop

list of untrustable one!

haha!

and unbelieveable

sangat ramai upenye!!

and sangat bnyak kali la aku kne tipu kann?

pas ni ase na tuka title blog je

MY PATHETIC LIFE!!!

thanks for everythings...

betol cakap orang,

PENGALAMAN TU PENTING.

and now,

pengalaman mengajar aku untuk menjadi lebih tabah,

hope so!

my heart is hurt!

thats the truth,

ya! u see i'm smiling coz thats the best cure.

aku SANGAT2 give up dengan love.

whats enough is enough.

done with all those hurting the heart of mine session!

hope aku tak kne lagi.

aku memang senang na percayekan orang!

and this what i get!

i'm asking others favour,

PLEASE DONT LIE TO ME, OKEY???

coz i afraid that i might believe those lies!

pe muke aku ni muke mintak kne tipu ke??

huhu~~

my life is so pathetic, isn't it?

ya, i know that

and now,

ta saba sgt2 na balik uma,

na jumpe family

and my mom!

to tell her everythings that happen to me here.

until now, i couldn't find someone suit as her wish.

ade pon, i dont know la.

huhu~~

mak je la carikkan tok nisa ea???

p/s:: kadang2 jealous gak tengok orang couple BUT its enough for me!

............

seriously,

aku ta de aty na dok at sni.

apsal sume orang na bagy aku masalah je??

de je na buat aku sakit aty laa

mood sgt2 spoil ari ni

da ta bole na senyum

sorry to say

aku manusia biase, ade had kesabaran gak

but for now

aku ta la sampai na shout bende tu

sbab mmg aku ta reti na cite masalah aku at orng lain

hyyep! huhu

da lame kan nisa ta update?? 

haha

nisa ase last year kann??

hehe mcm da lame sgt je last year tu

padahal baru SEMALAM!

anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HOPE EVERYTHING GONNA BE BETTER! <3~

tapi mmg lame pon nisa ta update blog ni

huhu~

tibe2 ase mlas je na update

n, arini ase ajin pulak na update

but pas ni i'm gonna stop again for awhile

coz, I'VE FINAL TEST TOMORROW!!

huhu~ cuak gak la kan

study ta abes ag ni

YA ALLAH!

TOLONG LA HAMBAMU INI~

hope sgt bole buat

nisa ni pulak da mmg GABRA je kejenye

however! i'll try my best of course

then, NAK BALIK UMA!

miss my sweet little home!

n NA LUPEKAN SEGALE MASALAH AT SINI!!!!!!!

oke la,

na g sambung study!

papai~

thanks sudi bace(if ade la kan, hoho =_=! )

n also

THANKS FOR THOSE YG SLALU ADE TOK DENGA MASALAH SAYE!

LOVE U!

ONESTLY!

GLAD TO HAVE U WITH ME! <3 <3 <3

hee~~

kbyee~~~