I really wish that i can tell everything
i never wanted to be like this
It hunts me everytime
Im alone in this
Sometimes, that bad intention come to me, cause i think that would settle evrything
I dont know what to do

People..

People being success, people being happy
But im being forgotten, im being left
Too many of them, too many..
Sedih bile fikir balik, mse mereka ta de pape, kite kawan. Tapi sekarang, mereka senang, mereka berjaya, Mereka ada nama, mereka disanjung, mereka gembira, mereka lupa saya. mereka tak pandang saya. Mereka tak cari saya.

It still there

Cant stop thinking bout it. No matter how hard i tried, its come back. I knew i shouldnt. Ive try but i cant. Coz u leave a big mark on my heart. But im trying to not telling u this, hoping i can still forget u someday, as u wish for.

I missed myself

Pernah suatu masa dulu, aku berdoa agar Allah tarik rasa SAYANG aku, rasa KASIH dan BELAS aku supaya aku tak mudah sayang seseorang. sebab org yg aku sayang belum tentu akan sayang aku sedangkan aku akan semakin sayang pada org yg aku sayang. Pengalaman mengajar tentang diri aku tp aku masih tak dapat nak atasi diri aku sendiri. How i wish i could be like the one i used to be long time ago
Aku pernah jadi antilelaki, benci lelaki. Sebab lelaki yg aku kenal, yg aku nampak mementingkan rupa. Suke main2.
Aku nak camtu lg, aku nak hati aku keras lg. Aku ta na cepat lembut hati, aku ta na mudah sgt percaya kan org. Aku rindu aku yg dulu.

a life i never asks it to be
a life i never wanted it to be
or even having a slight think in my mind to be such way
but, its a life, its a reallity, its happening, its cannot be undone
no matter how much i wanted it to rewind, no matter how regret i am
that one mistake change my life, and slowly change my self
however, this life given by Him, He knows the best for me, and i wish everything gonna be fine